Gave birth to my book the father is James T Brown

I am going to explain why I named my book that title: Everyone always say ” You always remember your first love, it stands out from all the rest. I am saying, the last love  that came to me is the one I will always remember. He was the best so he became the first. I think of all the shit

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Happy Birthday Jimmy: 2016 Feb 8th

Today, my love, you are 67 years old. I can’t believe that 23 year old man that I met with the sexy eyes is now 67. You would still be so’o sexy. How do I know? Because your spirit is sexy. I celebrated your day by playing the music you liked. I could see you dancing. I could see myself dancing with you.  I tried to make it a joyful day.  Your spirit is with me and I am thankful but I miss holding on to your body.  Kissing your lips, your chin, your eyes, your sweet neck.  Oh how I remember your warm body holding me.  I could look into your sexy eyes. Yes, I wanted this day to be a happy day.  You are still the man I love.  No other can compare to you.  Your Soulmate Julia.

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He Is All Of The Instruments To Music

He is music, He’s the Bass, He’s the Strings, He’s all the instruments. He moves with the precision as all the instruments in a band does. He’s Primitive but yet Refinement itself.His Performance of movement Brings on an Orgasm of the Highest. I enjoy the pleasing blend of sounds when musical notes are sung or played in harmony. The music resonates with my soul, stirs my emotions, and offers a welcoming interlude in my day. Jimmy left an incredible legacy. He will be remembered for his vision and being a progressive thinker. He made a difference in lives of people he knew with his generosity and friendship, he gave love to Julia and her sons.  

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I am living my dream.

Deep within my heart is my love for you and my intentions was to publish this book about us. I had faith that I was doing the right thing for you and I. Despite my age and lack of knowledge of different medias, I knew there was glorious possibilities. I remained firm in my faith and now moment by moment, my dreams are becoming reality. I recognize that a spiritual being is within me and my ideas, my goals and my dreams are coming into fruition. I celebrate my dreams coming true.  My one and only love.

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Along Came a Stranger

January 28, 2016: When I thought my chance for love was over along came a stranger to possess my heart and soul. When I thought I had felt the best passion between two people, the best was yet to come. He was just a skinny kid/man at my door with sexy eyes. I didn’t know his body held the fire, the desire that was going to have my senses to overflow.  Was going to set my body on fire.  Was going to set a desire within me for him that would last 43 years. I have been through tragedies.  Two sons died.  Very close friends.  I couldn’t even help take care of him when he was ill.  I couldn’t even attend his funeral. Now, I’m keeping him alive every time I write about him.  Every time I speak to other people about him, he is alive. Jimmy had a way of making you feel...

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